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yesterday i wrote something on p09t01. and decided not to be spontaneous, what made me spontaneously write yesterday's text and sequently this one. what means i spontaneously wrote everything yesterday to be spontaneously published later.
i can't do it otherwise.
i write when i have the opportunity and i put what i write on a disk. and now i decide - that's right, it's my esterday's now - i decide now to check it and see the amount of text to put somewhere.
545k.
and there is also the second disk, the one i use to delete my first disk arbitrary thoughts.
all i have is k.
k thoughts.
k words.
if it was paper, it would be a lot to go to the blue garbage.
but it's k. k. k.
something big to me.
compared with the t statistically everyone has, multiplied by the 6.000 millions we are, my big k is something like the odds to win the lottery.
but i'm not speaking about a game. it's my k life.
hhhhmmmm... you say: so... you finally say you are alive?
depends. i'm k alive.
just on the edge of a shortcircuit, no backups and two disks with no repair chance.